1. |
Familiar Pain
02:47
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VERSE 1
Odd stare and you know why
You know I just want your love
Couldn't help myself if I tried
Infatuation's my vice
CHORUS 1
I can see it in your smile
You'd never give a guy like me a second thought
But in my brain is where you'll stay
Cuz it's familiar pain, yeah it's familiar pain
Na na nana, nana na nana (x2)
VERSE 2
Look up I see it again
Everyone's got it but me
If you would give me one chance
I'll prove that I'm worth something
CHORUS 2
I can see it in your smile
You'd never give a guy like me a second thought
But in my brain is where you'll stay
Cuz it's familiar pain, yeah it's familiar pain, alright
BRIDGE
Familiar pain, yeah it's familiar pain, yeah it's familiar pain, you know it's what I like (x2)
You know it's what I like, yeah you know it's what I like, yeah you know it's what I like, yeah you know (x2)
CHORUS 3
I can see it in your smile
You'd never give a guy like me a second thought
But in my brain is where you're gonna stay
Cuz it's familiar pain, yeah it's familiar pain
Na na nana, nana na nana (x4)
OUTRO
Familiar pain, yeah it's familiar pain, yeah it's familiar pain, you know it's what I like
Familiar pain, yeah it's familiar pain, Familiar pain, yeah you know it's what I like
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2. |
Help to See
03:33
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VERSE 1
Stuck in your head it's
Not easy to get to
You when you're like this
We've got a lot of
Things we should talk through
I know you don't want to
Easy to
Say you're alone like
There's no other choice but
Me and you
There's a reason you remind
CHORUS 1
I took a closer look and
Thought that you might need
There's so much to be said now
Much to help you be
I know that in the end now
It's not up to me
[But] times like these I think you
Could use some help to see
VERSE 2
Believe me it's easy
To forget where you're going
And get caught up in everything
I'm telling you
It doesn't have to be so bad
Try not to
Forget all the things you had
CHORUS 2
I took a closer look and
Thought that you might need
There's so much to be said now
Much to help you be
I know that in the end now
It's not up to me
[But] times like these I think you
Could use some help to see
You could use some help to see
BRIDGE
You don't care at all
You would throw your life away
You don't cope too well
Drowning all your guilt and shame
Now it's come to this
Can't get back those years we missed
You may not think I know the pain
But you and I are just the same
CHORUS 3A
Me and you
I dont know what to do
Years fell through
Now it's all or none, no room to run
CHORUS 3B
I know that in the end now
It's not up to me
But times like these I think you
Could use some help to see
Times like these I think you
Could use some help to see
You could use some help to see
Yeah you could use some help to see
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3. |
Self-Destruct
03:25
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VERSE 1A
Tried to push, the best I can be
Instead I pulled, my strings of sanity
I, have the drive, have the passion
But, I,
VERSE 1B
Tried to skip, skip what's important
And that's how, I'm stuck in this mindset
All part, of my plan
To keep me down
PRECHORUS 1
I don't know, what comes over me
CHORUS 1
My self-conscious plot
I can never stop
Where expectations are too much
And disappointment is a must
And the I self-destruct (x2)
VERSE 2A
Lifting my spirits, is harder than ever
When I can't drop, the burden of
Failure's not flattering, I've been told
Somehow it's comforting, why I don't know
PRECHORUS 2
When I'm alone, I lose my clarity
CHORUS 2
My self-conscious plot
I can never stop
Where expectations are too much
I don't know how long
I can keep this up
Where expectations are too much
And disappointment is a must
And then I self-destru-
GO!
BRIDGE
Ain't no way but the hard way
I dont like it but I gotta get over it
Never been one to reach out for help
But something's telling me to try it now
CHORUS 3
My self-conscious plot
I can never stop
Where expectations are too much
My self-conscious plot
I can never stop
I don't know how long
I can keep this up
Where expectations are too much
And disappointment is a must
And then I self-destruct (x2)
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4. |
The Problem Still Exists
03:58
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VERSE 1
Mixed emotions, story of my life
Never knowing, which of them are mine
Sick of so many things
All the small things, every day brings
Setting me off
Feeling so helpless
PRECHORUS 1
Awareness
Doesn't stop me
From falling down
CHORUS 1
Sometimes I let myself think, I won't get this right
And I'm convinced the end is so far out of sight
Until that day
Come whenever may
I deserve to feel this way
VERSE 2
Every day a sea of people, everywhere I go
I get lost, they take my place, no one will know
PRECHORUS 2
Awareness
Doesn't stop me
From falling down
CHORUS 2
Sometimes, I let myself think, I won't get this right
And I'm convinced the end is so far out of sight
Until that day
That ever fleeting day
The day that's always out of reach
I'll just tell myself
I deserve to feel this way
BRIDGE
Why don't I get it
Why don't I get it, right
CHORUS 3
PT1
There are times I should be happy
But I convince myself
You don't deserve it you
Still haven't proved yourself
PT2
But it's time
To take control of life
It's in reach, I'll seize the day
And I'll stop telling myself
I deserve to feel this way
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5. |
Another Reason
04:00
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VERSE 1
Oh, here I go again
Another day, wasted away
Woke up and tried to pretend
Not today, this is my day
PRECHORUS 1
I tried and tried and tried
But it happened one more time
And I just can't clear my mind
CHORUS 1
Oh, here I go again
Found another reason to give in
And will this ever end
And will I ever be the best I can
VERSE 2
Oh, now I'm breakin' down
Another night
Spent having to fight
So cancel all my plans and make a date with my own thoughts
Lie here all alone with motivations I forgot
PRECHORUS 2
I tried and tried and tried
But it happened one more time
And I just can't clear my mind
CHORUS 2
Oh, here I go again
Found another reason to give in
And will this ever end
And will I ever be the best I can
BRIDGE
Now I sit here
At one in the morning
Can't help feel
That what's inside
Is justified
GO!
WOO!
CHORUS 3
Oh, here I go again
Found another reason to give in
And will this ever end
And will I ever be the best I can
CHORUS 3 ptB
(Let the gtr octaves play for first half, then come back in with:)
(Maybe it's filtered in some way?)
And will this ever end
And will I ever be the best I can
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6. |
Something to Prove
03:58
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INTRO
Don't live how you think you should be
Cuz you're good enough, just wait and see
VERSE 1
I'm a little bit scared
Just the slightest bit worried
I can't afford to care
Gotta get up and hurry
Sometimes I wish
That my heart could stop beating
So fucking fast
So I can think clearly
PRECHORUS 1
There's a point where you don't care
And I've heard, time and time again
CHORUS 1
Don't live how you think you should be
Cuz you're good enough, just wait and see
Took me all my life and I'm still learning
Not taking control is only holding
Me back
Embrace the fear cuz it's better than regret
VERSE 2
Some of the time
It's never so easy
It takes strength of the mind
To quit over thinking
Not a little bit scared
Not the slightest bit worried
Done with living in fear
It's time I get myself going
PRECHORUS 2
There's a point where I won't care
And I'm trying to get there
And I've heard, time and time again
CHORUS 2
Dont't live how you think you should be
Cuz you're good enough, just wait and see
Took me all my life and I'm still learning
Not taking control is only holding
Me back
Embrace the fear cuz it's better than regret
BRIDGE
I know I don't see it through
But I've got something to prove
I won't ignore it
Or hope it ends
I'll stand before it
And fight till I win
There'll be no
Giving in this time
LAST CHORUS:
Don't live how you think you should be
Cuz you're good enough, just wait and seeeeeee
After all this time, I'm still finding
So many things that still surprise me
Took me all my life and I'm still learning
You never know the things that could be
Right there
Embrace the fear, cuz it's all we have
Embrace the fear, and live with no regrets
Embrace the fear cuz it's better than re-
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7. |
A Theory To Engage
03:15
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VERSE 1
The more I think
I can't let go
I get caught up and I wanna explode
The more I try and fight
There's just no end in sight
Open your eyes
Look inside
You think you're right but it's all in your mind
Projecting all on me, your insecurities
CHORUS 1
Maybe
It's not me, not always me, no
Maybe
It's not me, not always me, no
VERSE 2
Avoid
Coming back
I don't want to face this again
The pounding in my chest
I can't put it to rest
Kindness
Goes a while
I'm not giving you another smile
I don't need to try
To be the one you like
CUZ
CHORUS 2
Maybe
It's not me, not always me, no
Maybe
It's not me, not always meeeeeee
May, beeeee
It's just you
You're fucking rude, ye-eheah
BRIDGE
I know, I deserve, so much more, from myself
Don't be intimidated
It's my life so take it
I am, what I am
What you think, I don't give a damn
I don't have to fake it
I'll be okay without it
CHORUS 3
Maybe, it's not me, not always me, no
Maybe, it's not me, NOT ALWAYS MEEEEE
Maybe
It's not me, not always me, no
Maybe
It's not me, not always meeeeeeee
ENDING
How much
Can I take
Before I break
In your face
That's not
Who I am
So I'll write
This song instead
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8. |
King of Overthinking
03:45
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VERSE 1
Run away
From your dreams
And all the things
That you need
Run away
from your dreams
The farther you get
The louder it screams
CHORUS 1
Always thinking
Wasting time
Don't let
Thoughts in your head
Hold you back, win in the end
VERSE 2
Take a breath
I think I'm thinking myself to death
Run away
From your pain
All your struggle's all in vein
CHORUS 2
Always thinking
Wasting time
Don't let
Thoughts in your head
Hold you back, win in the end
Never stopping
Realize
Don't get
Stuck in your mind
Lest your best, be compromised
BRIDGE
I have so much farther to go
To get to where I want to be
The world is so intimidating
When you think like me
Caught in all my insecurities
My self-fulfilling prophecy
A purgatory of anxiety
My thoughts I'm stuck between
A shell of what I can be
Unsure of just about everything
King of over thinking
Harmony to last line: F# F# F# Ab Bb E_______
CHORUS 3
Always thinking
Wasting time
Don't let
Thoughts in your head
Hold you back, win in the end
Never stopping
Realize
Don't get
Stuck in your mind
Lest your best, be compromised
OUTRO
I know, it's hard
to see the other side of things
I know, we will
Look forward what tomorrow brings
(x2)
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Kevin Dubois is an eternal pop-punk kid, born in Montreal QC and living in Brooklyn NY.
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